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Heeeey!

     wow... what a awesome weekend! hah i really needed this weekend right now!! gaw... this week has sucked though but oh well i guess theres times like that! but i had just been praying and i think that God has lead me in the right direction i feel a lot more relieved now and i feel like a lot of stress has been lifted off my back which is really good and now im going to really focus hard on those grades!! lol... well anywho.... on Friday night me and Michael went out to eat with my dad at the Melting Pot  omg that is my favorite freakin restaurant i love going there!! yuuummm  and we didnt get home until after 12 lol cause our resevations werent until 8 and it takes about 3 hours to eat there!! and then today Michael came over and my family was all here because my aunts here from England so everyone wanted to see her while she was in the states before she went back! and i think that me and my cousin might go over there this summer!! and then tonight we went to Cool Springs for Nick J. Birthday and we were gonna go eat a P.F. Changs ahh what a nother freakin awesome restaurant but the wait there was about 2 hours or so and no one wanted to wait that long and Michael and Nick H. wanted to eat in the food court in the mall because they were both starving and needed food and i wasnt hungry since we had ate at my house so me and Michael and Nick and Lindsey went to the mall and ate there and shopped for like 10 min. lol so after we get back from Cool Springs we all go to Special fx and theres like so many people and cars cars cars cars there!!! i dont think i have ever seen taht many cars at one place at a time i mean there was like a ton of people there that was pretty awesome with all them people being there with all fixed up cars lol  but i guess im gonna go now so you guys leave me some love... only 9 comments last time what happened to the 23 huh! lol well hope you guys had and awesome weekend!!!

               Meg

Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, Lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."

* Becca you're the best thanx for always being there!!!

hey guys!    

*  okay well lately ive just been kinda stressed and really thinkin hard about some stuff...like do you guys ever feel like you should just forget about everything and give it all to God and let him take care of it? thats how ive been feeling lately!...well anyways,  im really confused and im not really sure what i should do i mean i have a kinda idea of what i want to do but i dont know if its the right decision or what? i've just been pretty much just praying about it and hoping that God will lead me in the right direction!... well anywho one of my things i have been thinkins about is i think i want to graduate early... i have really thought long and hard about this and still the decsion has not came to me i still cant make up my mind! i really just want to get out of high school im sick of it and i just want to go to college and everything... okay now the other thing ahhh...  okay now since i want to graduate early i have been really tryin to focus hard on school in all tryin to bring my gpa up and make good grades!! soo ive also thought long and hard about this my mom and dad said in order to do all this than they think that i should quit cheerleading... theres a part of me that wants to and then theres a part of me who doesnt!! yeah i know that if i do a bunch of people or (cheerleaders) will probably be mad at me!! but if they would just see it how i do i mean if anyone was miserable at what they were doing then the wouldnt want to do it! now would they?!!! and you guys know how i am i hate people being freakin mad at me so much!! and im friends with a bunch of the cheerleaders and if i have to quit i dont want to loose any friendships over it!!... but this year i have really grown to dislike cheerleading im not sure really why but i have just kinda of been miserable like i hate going to practices and games now and this is what i always loved to do!??... also im gonna have to start paying half of my insurance on my car which that means i have to get a job  but thats not to bad cause i'll just work for my mom or dad but still with tryin to keep my grades up and do good in school and also work and make some moolah! then i really have no time for cheerleading??? ahhh i dont kno what to do im just so confused! but anywho on a better note lol my aunt just arrived today from England and she is coming down here this weekend really excited about that! lol but you guys leave me some comments and help me out lol!! i need some lovin here! hah have a good rest of the week!!

 much love,  Meaghan

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Hey everyone!!!

               Christmas is in like 5 days wow... i cant wait but Michael won't be here on Christmas ... well yesterday we had Christmas with my grandparents and my aunt and uncle and cousins came... so that was pretty fun!! i got a $50 gift card to buckle  which i cant wait to go use also i got some lotion that smells really good and she got me an Eiffle Tower charm for my charm bracelett that she got me and my cousin like 3 years ago!! oh yeah and my uncle got me this weird japanese not book thing but hes kinda different anyways lol... gosh im so glad that were out of school for christmas i needed a break!!! but anyways i really dont have anything else to say!! so all you guys have a fun and safe!!!! Christmas Break!!

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                 omg guys i dyed my hair back to its natural color ahhh  its umm.... kinda dark!! but im gettin used to it kinda hah but at least i wont have to like highlight it or lowlight it ever single freakin month now!! lol well anyways have a very very very merry Christmas!! im leaving tomorrow for my grandmothers and also see my cousin before she leaves out for LA woo hoo... wish i could go with her well i'll be back on Christmas Eve!! ohh yeah and you guys are slackin on the comments makin me feel unloved

             Love you guys!!! MeaGhan.  <*>Merry Christmas<*>

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